sianz.... i'm actually forcing myself to write my blog nw... haiz... super sianz nw.... went out this morning to renew my passport with cheryl, but because the renewal is abt 70 dollars which is very expensive, and there was also a lot of ppl at the place, tat y we decided to do it next week wednesday... went to town to get macdonald breakfast... talked to cheryl abt a lot of things happening nw... its been a while since i last tok to her heart to heart.... we toked abt a lot of things.. abt the things i was dealing with, whu i like and all that stuff...den we went to more than words at cine to get hp chain for bryan me yi hao and herself.... den we met sabbie.. we walked for a while, den cheryl left to meet her friend.. tink she was hopping i could pei her to find her friend... but i din.. i pang seh her.. haiz.. wat a "great" friend i am... den went to eat mac with sabbie at taka and at the same time went to meet josh and celine... the our of us walked ard the whole day... josj and celine actually looks ery compatible.. but i tink he might like sabbie nw bcos he keeps disturbing her haha.. den went to watch a movie called collateral.. the only thing tat made me feel tat the movie was gd was that the whole scene took place within one night.. after the movie went to see sabbie practise with her church band.. heard her singing for the first time.. her voice nt bad.. quite nice summore.. den we went to eat dinner with samantha..... dinner was ok lah i guess.. walked ard after tat for a while in the west mall b4 i walked them hme.... after tat on the way hme was toking to sabbie on the phone on the bus when she said tat her father wanted her off the phone.. kinda felt bad tat bcos of me her father may scold her abt the phone thingy... haiz.. anyway.. reached hme.. bathed.. tried to online chat but the msn on my com was like shit and kept dcing... so i decided to write my blog and den go to slp... messaging tabs nw... dun know y.. but i gues i dun like her anymore.. dun hv tat special feeling tat i felt with her when i first liked her.. plus she's replying my messages liao.. though i dun knw hw long this will keep up... haiz.. one thing abt my life is tat when ever i like a girl she likes sumone else... maybe i'm juz destined nt to like anyone... haiz
